i was looking at my family fwend n her new born baby wen it suddenly occured to me,

'would she still have wanted the baby if she knew what the baby may do in the future?'

would u?

Life is full of danger and such. What if that wonderful baby turned out to b a murderer? If I had that knowledge.... would i still b willing to have a baby?

stupid ivy

stupid ivy did somethng stupid 2 days ago......

stupid ivy told a few of her friends....

and stupid ivy got told off by all but one.........

now stupid ivy don't know what to do.....

The WEIRDEST dream EVA!!!!!!

ok...... last nite i just had the WILDEST dream........

(background...... in my group of friends at uni, we form a group of 7, and there are 3 girls including me. Huien n Lana r the otha 2 chix)

anywayz..... i dreamt that lana was going out with a tiger, and huien was goign out with a dolphin. Of course, i asked them if it was a bit 'weird' to go out with the animals, but they told me that their 'bfs' r AWESOME. Firstly, the tiger was caught and lives in hte zoo, and so lana dragged the 3 of us to the zoo so that she could see her bf. of course, her bf was in a bad mood because he's caught n caged, and so he went inside the den, instead of being out in hte open, and lana was relaly sad that she coudlnt' see him. so she jumped over the fence, into the 'tiger's' place, and raced into the inside where the tiger was. of couse, the zoo keepers came because they were frightened of the tiger, and that they thot the tiger mite eat us. anwyaz, we raced out of the zoo, but the tiger was caught again, this tiem by the circus people.

whiel walking around, trying to find out how to save the tiger, we were walking by hte beach, and huiens bf suddenl arrived. we saw him swimming far away, trying to get a glimpse of huien. huien did end up talking to him, but we quickly left. as we were tryign to find the place the tiger was held, me and lana suddenly caught site of a huge crowd gathered around a box, with lid open. me and lana went to take a look, and realized the dolphin was caught! he was put in a box, with water in it, but dere was no room to move at all, not even 1 cm. me n lana patted him, and walked away because we didnt' wanan worry huien.

we finally found the circus, and the tiger had a chain around him (those big big strong metal chains). he was being dragged around by teh circus people, and of cousre lana was pissed off. we saw him being put in a wooden box (huge one). then when no one was watching, us 3 gurls opened the box, and the tiger came charging out. he was seirously mad, and so he was charging at the circus people when they came out. he used the chain, and then he killed all of them. then he finally clamed and saw us, and became like a tamed cat/puppy! i even got it to be liek adog and do tricks~ (rolling on hte floor). it was ADORABLE AND FURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, when police came, they saw how cute n tame hte tiger was, and so let us go free.

that was end of my dream... sorry to huien! no more dolphin appearing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><

fatigue!

taiwan

hmmz it's been at least 7 years since i last said i didn't like coming back to taiwan. howeva, dis time round, it occured to me, once again, that taiwan is getting boring.... mayb it's cause my mum wasn't here, or my fwends.... howeva, being wif my dad is still FUN!!!!!! tho i only get to hang out wif him on weekends ><

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!! a bit late, but i guess i still get time to do my new yrs resolutions [thx goodness for chinese new yr.... i got too lazy at new yrs hehehehehe]

1. get either an av of 80%+ across all subjs in 1 sem, or get 90% in 2 subjs out of 4 so i can get a 60g PS3!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!! i guess the deal stands for like the next 4 yrs, but i wuld love it if i get it in coming sem! how wonderful wuld it b to play FINAL FANTASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. get above 70% in eng subjs, so i get the change to go on exchange. This trip to taiwan has made me think quite a bit about 'the future'. hearing my couz' talking about going to america, or doing masters/docs [or wateva after undergrad] has made me think also. Wen uni just started, i realli wanted to go on exchange, but as the yr went on, that 'dream' kinda died..... but now, i think i realli wuld like to go, so good luck to myself!!!!!!!!!!

3. to b on betta terms wif my fwends....... last yr has been hectic, n fwendships kinda fluctuated from being 'awesome' to being 'dry'....  i gotta make it more of an effort this yr >< and as dis is the beginning of uni again, i wanan make more fwends :D i wonder how taht wuld go --" as my fwends tell me, i scare new pplz away ><

4. to be more open with pplz >< >< i noe tho i'm open in sum areas of my life [n i talk alot], a lot of times the 'important' stuff dont' come out..... my wonderful friend [if u still remember] once said 'if pplz ask u about things, that shows that they do care'..... tho it's kinda hard for me to believe, but i guess i gotta give it a go. i noe often, pplz ask questions even tho dey dun realli care for the answer, which is why i don't realli share the inner stuff...... well hopefully, either way, i can open up more ><

leaving for aus tomorrow~~~!!!!!!!!! tho i didn't buy much this holidays.......... i [including my afmily] spent....... well........ le'ts not share the amount --" but let's just say alot >< and YAY!!!!!!!!! I FINALLY GAINED A BIT OF RED PACKETS!!!!!!!!! normally i don't get much, but this time round, i got A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D!